A contemporary Caveman

From: China Daily, March 27, 2012

Rahman Amut is on his way to inspect the 1,600-year-old KizilgahrGrottoes in Xinjiang Uygur autonomous region. Photos by Liu Jie /Xinhua

Amut reads in his shed near the grottoes.

Rahman Amut leads a hermit-like existence,guarding the ancient Kizilgahr Grottoes in aremote desert. Shao Wei reports in Kuqacounty, Xinjiang. Rahman Amut's best friend was a mudstonewhich looked like a human face that wasshattered in a recent spring flood. "The stone once stood opposite the grottoes,like a guardian," the 39-year-old ethnic Uygursays. "It had long eyes and thick lips. I would say'hello' to it every day." Since his "stone man" was destroyed, Amuthas been alone in the grottoes, where he haslived with no other company for 18 years. Nobody even knows the man in the dusty blackjacket lives there. Amut has served as the guardian of the 1,600-year-old Kizilgahr Grottoes since 1993. Thesite in the Xinjiang Uygur autonomous region'sKuqa county hosts important Buddhist relicsfrom the ancient Silk Road. The grottoes burrow into the vast sandstonemountain wilderness 12 km outside of thecounty. Water must be carried in fromelsewhere. Amut says the "happiest event" in his entiretime at the grottoes was when the road wasbuilt in late 2011. "I don't know much about the grottoes andBuddhism, because I'm Muslim," he says. "But since I've seen many scholars from home and abroad visit, I realize it's a national treasureand I must protect it." But visitors are few and far between. The State-protected relics site isn't open to the public. Amut's friend, who works in nearby Baicheng county, brings him a bag of outdated Uygur-language newspapers every two months. "Night is the most difficult time (to bear)," the man says, in his shanty at the grottoes' entrance. The shack is incredibly simple. It contains a stove, a wooden bed, two big plastic water bucketsand an oil lamp full of greasy black dust. Five large naan (Uygur flatbread) hang on the wall. The only electrical appliance is a radio. Amut got electricity after the road was built. But the supply isn't stable, he says. "I prefer reading newspapers by the oil lamp and listening to the radio in the dark," he says. Amut's routine is to read newspapers and then sleep after the radio night programs finish. Hesuffered terrible insomnia when no scholars or newspapers came for 89 days. He couldn't fallasleep until about 6 am and then would only grab about three hours of shuteye. He eventually developed a method to help him snooze - that is, wearing himself out by joggingin the dark around the grottoes for at least an hour and a half. "I can fall asleep easier if my body is exhausted," he says. A small group of scholars arrived on the 90th day. But Amut had become afraid of talking afterso long in isolation. "It's difficult to describe the anxiety of yearning to see people when you're alone for so long,"he says, in broken Mandarin. Two other young men worked Amut's job for fewer than three months before they quit and hetook the post. He earns barely 2,000 yuan ($317) a month for the job. He says loneliness has left scars and changed him from the man who took the job. "I was totally different the first couple of years," he says. "I was young - just 21 years old - and full of energy and enthusiasm." He once raised 40 pigeons, 16 chickens and a dog. But the desert summer's temperaturessurpass 40 C. The heat killed the chickens. The pigeons flew away. And the dog's paws burned on the sand. "Only man can live in here," he jokes. He also planned to dig a well in front of the shed. His father and brother helped him dig forseven months but they never reached water. His wife left him in 2001, taking their child with her. "I'm as lonely and quiet as the grottos," he says, with a sigh. Amut used to hate dancing but now does it to entertain himself. He says his ears have becomesharp, and he can hear the faintest sounds of vehicles in the distance. He behaves like the Buddhist ascetics who dwelled in the carved caverns more than 1,000years ago. When visitors come, he guides them to the caves and silently squats in the corner. He has become fond of the color green and can stare for hours at trees in his home inDolebarg village, 10 km from the grottoes. "My younger brother visits me every six or seven days, to let me go home for hours," he says. "I shower, change my clothes and then bring water and food back." He inspects the 54 grottoes three times, taking three hours per round, to monitor and recordany small changes. His work kit includes a shovel for clearing sand, a mobile phone to report any changes and aflashlight for night patrols. "Sand will destroy the murals unless it's cleared from the openings," he says. Amut rarely opens the grottoes' gates in order to keep the sand out. He usually peers throughcracks in the wooden doors to make sure "everything is as it was". Spring sandstorms and summer showers threaten to erode the grottos and make Amutanxious. He recalls one sandstorm was particularly fierce. "It sounded like the snarls of a pack of dogs," he recalls. "Sand clogged the air. I couldn't see and had to grope for the grottoes' keys and feel my wayto do my inspections. My body and clothes were full of sand." But rain poses a greater threat, he says. He recalls a three-day downpour and flood in September 2009 nearly caused the caverncomplex to collapse. Cave No 26 buckled and was destroyed. Amut dashed to the mountaintop to call the institute responsible for the grottoes' protectionand research. He stayed in the flooded valley for five days. All he had to eat were two month-old pieces ofnaan, which were "hard as stone". Amut's favorite mural is the flying apsarasas, or celestial beings, in Cave No 30. "I've seen many flying apsarasas," he says. "No 30's are the mostly beautiful." Amut has a deep understanding of culture, although he never went past senior high. "Every corner, every small piece of mural, every word carved on the wall - even the randomscribbles - have a history and are part of our culture," he says. "Any destruction of them is cultural death."